Ryan was 14 years old getting ready to graduate 8th grade when they found out he had cancer in his right knee. Dr. Fazal Ahmad first diagnosed him on May 20, 1999. Ryan was referred to St. Jude Children’s Hospital where he took chemo for 4 months. On September 9, 1999, they removed the tumor. He had several complications from an infection that was in the prosthesis of his leg. He had surgery again and was on IV and PO antibiotics around the clock for about 6 months. Ryan almost lost his life from the infection. He did great after that and they thought that was the end of the cancer. He was in remission for almost 6 years.
Around a month later it showed up in his thigh and sacrum. The doctors told his parents they couldn’t do anything about the tumor in the sacrum, so they removed the one in the thigh. They said they would lose him on the table if they took the tumor off the sacrum. That’s when the Lord stepped in. When the doctors ran another PET CT, the tumor was gone. They were clapping their hands.
Then a few months later, it showed up in this left thigh and that, too, was removed. Around 4 months later, it showed up in in the left lung and right kidney. Those tumors were also removed and followed by chemo. Two months later, they found 7 spots in his right and left lung. He had a swollen lymph node next to his heart and a swollen lymph node in his stomach. He was on an experimental drug during this time.
Ryan was taken off his experimental drug. He spent the next couple of months in and out of the hospital. He had 3 very good weeks at home before passing away at St. Joseph Hospital in Lexington, KY.
Ryan is my cousin and like a brother to me. Words can’t explain how much I miss him and think of him everyday. The one thing that I know is that no matter what he went through he had the fullest faith in God. He told me that God would either heal him hear on earth or heal him by taking him on to Heaven. He is my hero and is dear to my heart. He will always have a place in my heart. He had so many words of encouragement when I needed a friend. My heart breaks everyday since he has passed. I will try my best to live close to God so that some day I will see Ryan Middleton in his brand new body, cancer free and pain free. I love you Ryan Middleton.
Today has been a year since Ryan passed away and it’s so hard to believe that I’ve went a year without seeing hiim. I am so proud of the person that he became and everything he achieved in life in his short 25 years. He made his father and I the proudest parents ever. He was his father’s best friend and the love of my life. Our life has changed since April 28th, 2910 and will never be the same. We miss you my baby and will see you again!